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First Job by Jay Marvin
published in Volume 4, Issue 2 on November 10th, 1997

	Small town gray little radio station small building made of red brick
	basement full of relics from hometown stars that never went big
	became insurance salesmen worked there only while in high school
	we went nowhere and neither will you meet a young one off the phone
	go to her house for dinner your the local star voice on the radio
	dick in her mouth first chance you get right now it's cold ice tea
	sweet sick ham and yes mam and no sir and they don't get you
	you don't get them what does it matter you want those legs those
	hands those feet those eyes those lips and you'll give or take shit
	to get them walking through life sick and on your own dumb down
	to belong and do what it takes to get through dreams of the big city
	the big money a major market success got to be somebody you get
	drunk one night the next thing you know you and she are you
	for seven years you fuck fight and kill anything that was once
	there long way back to that small town gray little radio station
	small building made of red brick two channels on the TV nothing
	on either of your minds except depression and desperation
	to be happy to be anything to be anywhere but here.

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